Survivors
Spring 2005Some time has passed since I last posted. I've gone through some emotional issues since I last wrote. I saw my loved ones name on a beautiful memorial wall for the first time. It is the most peaceful setting and the most comfort, however; it set off a stream of tears and emotions that I had not been able to release when he died. So I'm believing this has been a great healing for me. I have gone forward and so I believe we have honored him the best way and most impressive way that we possibly could. I do so value my freedom and the healing has been as added blessing for me as Springtime is upon us. As I set on my patio and enjoy the flowers peeping up through the ground and watching the birds and listening to the sounds of the night, I truly have the peace that passes all understanding. I don't think we ever stop grieving or missing our loved one but there are dimensions in our healing process. We learn to look to the precious times we had and to dwell upon those times. ~ Carolyn | 
